Part eight of endless scribbling.

Dear stranger,

In over the timeline of recent four years, my heart has become a blackhole stuffed with negative thoughts. And even though I try hard, there’s nothing I can do about it.

And like every other weird and misanthropic people, I too find relief from this pain by pouring my feelings in the form of words.

So I don’t blame you for distancing yourself from me. It was surely the logical thing to do. Even though there were some similarities between us, you were so full of life and it scared me.

Overdosed by overthinking, I have come to the realisation that when you go on the quest of finding the meaning of life, you’re actually forgetting to live.

By finishing this note, I promise myself to disconnect from all the thoughts and dreams where you appear to be the protagonist.

After all, how can you run from what’s inside you?

Sending you love and care, a hopeless romantic.

*play melancholy song

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